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i found out why i think this justin boy in my drivers ed class from concord carlisle is so good looking. he reminds me of nick jonas, you know, the jonas brothers? yes i think he sort of looks like nick jonas.

k that was random but i was very happy to find that out.

so new post:
lately, i've been feeling like i don't have feelings. like each day comes and goes and i fell like i'm just there but not really. maybe thats because i've been more busy but even since the summer, i dont feel like we've been in school for almost 3 months. oh i think i get it. i feel like theres no point in everything i'm doing. school is so dull and when i get home i do all my hw and go online and go to bed. then the same exact thing happens for the next days and weeks and months. oh maybe its like i dont feel like i'm being productive. or maybe i want time to slow down because i dont want to take the sats and apply for college and go to college. but if lifes dull and boring..doesnt that mean time is slower? but i feel like time is quick and its dull. does that make sense?


oh and i have a question: what is pudding made of? i'm eating it right now (vanilla pudding with tapioca, my favorite type) and its so yummy and gooey and i dont know whats in it. do people actually think about what they eat each day? i know i don't, but now i'm thinking about my pudding. today my drivers ed teacher was talking about our systems. yes OUR systems, that means our body and our tubes in our body: like what goes in and what comes out. this is what he told us:

you eat something, munch it up into smaller pieces, it goes down your throat and into your tubes, well i guess it goes into your stomach? then the small intestines (i think) and thats where all the food is compressed and all the nutrients taken out and absorbed into our body and blood and stuff, then into the big intestine where it gets even more packed and squeezed empty of nutrients, then off into our exiting place...yes then its poop. POOP! thats just the food we eat thats gone through acids and squeezed empty of nutrients. BUT WAIT! i thought that poop had nutrients in it because people use poop for like planting and helping plants grow.

wooops!

I FORGOT SOMETHING!

yes i forgot to say what else happened on saturday. i dont know how i forgot but i did. so..

saturday was superrr because i watched that show at school [previous post] AND because i had drivers ed in the morning for like 6 hours, 9am to 2:30 (well its supposed to end at 3:30 but the guy didnt want to stay so long). drivers ed? k it sounds boring but seriously my class is sooo funny.

1. theres all these people from all different towns so nobody knows anyone
2. Rob or Bob (the instructor) is hilarious and a big guy, if you know what i mean
3. most of the guys there seem dorky
4. theres only 4 girls including me
5. theres this one guy from concord carlisle and he is pretty good looking i guess. his names justin something.
6. i get to eat fast food cuz my mom brings it to me
7. i get to go to tjmax (sorta like marshalls) for 30 mintues
8. the girl sitting next to me asked me for paper (like we can talk..shes not snobby or anything)
9. we played this game and Rob/Bob tried to make it tricky by teaching us roman numerals first. what you do it try to make six out of IX (IX is the number 9 in roman numerals) so what do you do? PUT AN 'S' IN FRONT OF IT! HAH! i knew it right away and this kidd went up and put like a V (5) in the middle. hahahaa i was laughing at him.
10. Rob/Bob taught us that parents have no excuses to not let us drive so now i can drive anywhere/anytime/any day/any way/anyone.

thats what drivers ed is like. (at chelmsford auto school)

oh yeah i think i lost my permit..maybe.

hello and goodbye

hi blogger world...
okay so today i started this thing because:
1. i have lots to say and i have nowhere else to say it all
2. not a lot of people will see this
3. blair's influence. [thanks blair]

anyways, this weekend has been fabulous because so much has happened and also its a long weekend.
friday was the david crowder concert. let me just say that was amazing. me esther christine and avery were walking to the concert building and on the way theres this group of maybe 8/9 guys? we walk by and a couple of them move out from their group and one says daaaaamn. what a great moment.
saturday i watched the heidi chronicles (my school play) with a couple of friends. that was sooooo good.
sunday today is sushi's birthday [happy birthday mann] and a group of us went out to eat and it was pretty good i guess.

maybe you're wondering about the title? maybe not. anyways my new favorite band is Hellogoodbye because they are amazing. i encourage everyone to listen to i saw it on your keyboard.

okay i guess thats it for now.