what is going on?! the past week has been CRAZY and this week doesn't look much better. here goes another calendar type schedule things (its just easier to show than tell):
Sunday 6th
10:30 went to highrock in the morning (so far so normal)
1:00 lunch with highrock kids (good)
2:00 - 9:00 studied (unsuccessfully) at friends' apartment
9:00 KRUP info session (this spring break I am thinking of going to New Orleans for Katrina Relief Urban Plunge
10:00 - 1:00 more studying not really)
Monday 7th
i forget exactly what happened this day...but i didn't get much progress with two papers
Tuesday 8th
skipped calc class
meeting with moses
stayed up til 5:40am writing papers
Wednesday 9th
Last AACF Freshman small group - Christmas party
stayed up til 5:00 writing papers
Thursday 10th
skipped calc class
stayed up til 4:50 writing papers
Friday 11th
breakfast w/Jennifer at 8:30am at Bruggers
skipped 2 classes to watch New Moon with Jennifer (got free frozen yogurt)
meeting with will & carol
Mustard Seed concert
Intervarsity Christmas party
stayed up til 4:00 eating ramen with friend (christine yun).
Saturday 12th
woke up at 3:00
went to bed at 4:00 (watching theUGLYtruth with yun)
and today, i was getting ready for church when i locked myself out for 30 minutes. that was just great. when i got spare keys, i only had 10 minutes to get ready. but so far, this day has been good. i had a blackberry-banana-chocolate chip crepe for lunch and a hawaiian pizza! then i watched two more episodes of 24. and i took some notes for finals.
oh yeah..i have finals this week. wednesday, thursday, and friday. wish me luck i guess. for some reason i'm just not worried about them. i suppose i will get worried once i start preparing for finals. but it all just seems too far away. three more days. thats a good enough amount of time.
anywyas, i cannot wait til i go shopping (& Christmas shopping) on friday/saturday/sunday. no worris, everything will turn out alright. (alright - alright - alright - alright - alriiiiiiiiight).
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Saturday, December 05, 2009
almost over
this week has really been something. it went by so quickly, but so many things happened! and it was just overall really good :) here's a brief glimpse into my week:
11/29
panick attack because i could hardly breathe, my face was bright red, my fingers were purple
11/30
skipped a class because mom told me to (first time in my life!)
doctors told me i have an allergy - there these things up your nose and in normal/healthy people they are pink, in sick people they are red, in mine, THEY ARE BLUE!
12/1
forgot to wake up and MISSED ANOTHER CLASS!!
12/2
watched rear window by hitchcock - FREAKED ME OUT! its okay, good movie.
stew wednesday = free stew :)
12/3
calc teacher was 30 minutes late for an 8am class, i left after 20 minutes and had to go back.
aacf large group and moses's lesson - he is sooo freaking funny!
12/4
MISSED ANOTHER CLASS - I'M DOOMED!
almost-ice skating with intervarsity and voyage to SUPER 88!
innocent friends arrested for "pooping on basketball court"
watched penelope (so cute)
12/5
treck to and back from coolidge corner in freezing rain
THE END.
p.s. ONE MORE WEEK OF CLASSES!!
11/29
panick attack because i could hardly breathe, my face was bright red, my fingers were purple
11/30
skipped a class because mom told me to (first time in my life!)
doctors told me i have an allergy - there these things up your nose and in normal/healthy people they are pink, in sick people they are red, in mine, THEY ARE BLUE!
12/1
forgot to wake up and MISSED ANOTHER CLASS!!
12/2
watched rear window by hitchcock - FREAKED ME OUT! its okay, good movie.
stew wednesday = free stew :)
12/3
calc teacher was 30 minutes late for an 8am class, i left after 20 minutes and had to go back.
aacf large group and moses's lesson - he is sooo freaking funny!
12/4
MISSED ANOTHER CLASS - I'M DOOMED!
almost-ice skating with intervarsity and voyage to SUPER 88!
innocent friends arrested for "pooping on basketball court"
watched penelope (so cute)
12/5
treck to and back from coolidge corner in freezing rain
THE END.
p.s. ONE MORE WEEK OF CLASSES!!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
His Love Endures Forever
I'm having roommate troubles right now and papers are getting a bit annoying, but despite all these things, God is there and His Love endures forever.
I suppose to get my mind off of my troubles, I shall tell about my Thanksgiving break.
Thanksgiving break was just amazing. It felt so nice to be back at home for such a long period of time! And although I did not do much work, I feel satisfied. I realized that there are so many things that I am thankful for. And some days when I'm feeling completely abandoned and lonely and broken, I really do not have to feel that way. God has blessed me with so much and He continues to bless me everyday. He has given me a loving family and wonderful friends. And I believe that I take many of these things for granted. I hope that He will teach me to be more appreciative for the things I have and for the people I have.
Umm, I'm trying my best to stay calm, but I really really dislike my roommate with a passion. And I don't know what to do...
I suppose to get my mind off of my troubles, I shall tell about my Thanksgiving break.
Thanksgiving break was just amazing. It felt so nice to be back at home for such a long period of time! And although I did not do much work, I feel satisfied. I realized that there are so many things that I am thankful for. And some days when I'm feeling completely abandoned and lonely and broken, I really do not have to feel that way. God has blessed me with so much and He continues to bless me everyday. He has given me a loving family and wonderful friends. And I believe that I take many of these things for granted. I hope that He will teach me to be more appreciative for the things I have and for the people I have.
Umm, I'm trying my best to stay calm, but I really really dislike my roommate with a passion. And I don't know what to do...
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
its almost time to give thanks
sometimes my loneliest moments are when i am surrounded by people
i have learned something really important since i've arrived at the university: first impressions are very important and they're deceiving. everyone is always talking about this new person he or she just met and how nice they are. but really, are they? how can you judge someone you just met? you don't know ANYTHING about them. and yeah, the way people present themselves can tell us things about their personality, but still. you don't really know someone until you know them...and their dirt. yeah. i hate that part.
i feel like i'm wasting my time with some people who don't want to waste their time on me.
i have learned something really important since i've arrived at the university: first impressions are very important and they're deceiving. everyone is always talking about this new person he or she just met and how nice they are. but really, are they? how can you judge someone you just met? you don't know ANYTHING about them. and yeah, the way people present themselves can tell us things about their personality, but still. you don't really know someone until you know them...and their dirt. yeah. i hate that part.
i feel like i'm wasting my time with some people who don't want to waste their time on me.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
trick or treat for unicef?
hello,
so this year for Halloween, i went trick-or-treating. it was my first time ever. in the past, my church had fall harvest festivals and i loved going to them. about three plus year ago, i caught 11 fish when i played the "how many fish can you catch with a paper net in 1 minute" game. i loved them all and i tried my best, as an amateur, to care for them all. unfortunately, 8 of my 11 fish died. then i learned how to care for them the right way. anyways, my point is that i loved the harvest festival. and i love my fish.
instead of trick-or-treating, i candy-swapped with my neighbors. mom took my to the store to choose my favorite candies to pack in Halloween baggies. then i would walk around my circle and receive 7 bags of candy in return. that was lots of fun :)
i never really participated in trick-or-treating because i grew up in a Christian family and we did not celebrate Halloween. also, my mom did not encourage it. but i did not mind. i was scared of the dark anyhow.
this year i decided to join in the fun with my fellowship. i still do not celebrate Halloween but i use this holiday as an opportunity to have fun while collecting change for children in need.
guess what i dressed up as? a robber :) i was all black!! and i had a robber sac for all the things i stole. but i really didn't steal anything. i took nothing without permission! so we went to newton. it was nice, but it was dark. i felt kind of silly because i was supposed to be a sneaky robber but i was scared to death when i was walking around in the dark. (which is really the perfect cover for me). my friend zeewei dressed up as a freaking ZOMBIE. scare me to death. he looked like the joker. but for some reason i felt safe standing next to him. haha. maybe cuz i knew he would scare some people away for me. (EVEN THOUGH I'M A ROBBER!)
yeah so successful night :)
we had some food at super 88 and then went to someone's apartment to watch a scary movie. it was very very scary. but the whole time i kept telling myself: "this is not real, this is not real", when the movie is based on a true story...haha
umm, i don't know how to explain how i feel spiritually right now, but i really like this:
All I gotta do is hold on tight
There is hope for me yet.
Because God wont forget
All the plans He's made for me
I have to wait and see
He's not finished with me yet.
i feel like i know what i need to do to get what i want...well, that sounds silly of me. what i mean is, i'm yearning for something, and i know i will only finally be completely 100% satisfied when i turn to God and let him guide me. and to start off, i need to confess, repent, and start anew. and i know He's waiting for me. so i'm going to try my best to turn back to Him and begin to get to know Him better.
and one more thing, i am very satisfied being here at BU. and i hope that does not change.
so this year for Halloween, i went trick-or-treating. it was my first time ever. in the past, my church had fall harvest festivals and i loved going to them. about three plus year ago, i caught 11 fish when i played the "how many fish can you catch with a paper net in 1 minute" game. i loved them all and i tried my best, as an amateur, to care for them all. unfortunately, 8 of my 11 fish died. then i learned how to care for them the right way. anyways, my point is that i loved the harvest festival. and i love my fish.
instead of trick-or-treating, i candy-swapped with my neighbors. mom took my to the store to choose my favorite candies to pack in Halloween baggies. then i would walk around my circle and receive 7 bags of candy in return. that was lots of fun :)
i never really participated in trick-or-treating because i grew up in a Christian family and we did not celebrate Halloween. also, my mom did not encourage it. but i did not mind. i was scared of the dark anyhow.
this year i decided to join in the fun with my fellowship. i still do not celebrate Halloween but i use this holiday as an opportunity to have fun while collecting change for children in need.
guess what i dressed up as? a robber :) i was all black!! and i had a robber sac for all the things i stole. but i really didn't steal anything. i took nothing without permission! so we went to newton. it was nice, but it was dark. i felt kind of silly because i was supposed to be a sneaky robber but i was scared to death when i was walking around in the dark. (which is really the perfect cover for me). my friend zeewei dressed up as a freaking ZOMBIE. scare me to death. he looked like the joker. but for some reason i felt safe standing next to him. haha. maybe cuz i knew he would scare some people away for me. (EVEN THOUGH I'M A ROBBER!)
yeah so successful night :)
we had some food at super 88 and then went to someone's apartment to watch a scary movie. it was very very scary. but the whole time i kept telling myself: "this is not real, this is not real", when the movie is based on a true story...haha
umm, i don't know how to explain how i feel spiritually right now, but i really like this:
All I gotta do is hold on tight
There is hope for me yet.
Because God wont forget
All the plans He's made for me
I have to wait and see
He's not finished with me yet.
i feel like i know what i need to do to get what i want...well, that sounds silly of me. what i mean is, i'm yearning for something, and i know i will only finally be completely 100% satisfied when i turn to God and let him guide me. and to start off, i need to confess, repent, and start anew. and i know He's waiting for me. so i'm going to try my best to turn back to Him and begin to get to know Him better.
and one more thing, i am very satisfied being here at BU. and i hope that does not change.
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