Saturday, November 17, 2007

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i found out why i think this justin boy in my drivers ed class from concord carlisle is so good looking. he reminds me of nick jonas, you know, the jonas brothers? yes i think he sort of looks like nick jonas.

k that was random but i was very happy to find that out.

so new post:
lately, i've been feeling like i don't have feelings. like each day comes and goes and i fell like i'm just there but not really. maybe thats because i've been more busy but even since the summer, i dont feel like we've been in school for almost 3 months. oh i think i get it. i feel like theres no point in everything i'm doing. school is so dull and when i get home i do all my hw and go online and go to bed. then the same exact thing happens for the next days and weeks and months. oh maybe its like i dont feel like i'm being productive. or maybe i want time to slow down because i dont want to take the sats and apply for college and go to college. but if lifes dull and boring..doesnt that mean time is slower? but i feel like time is quick and its dull. does that make sense?


oh and i have a question: what is pudding made of? i'm eating it right now (vanilla pudding with tapioca, my favorite type) and its so yummy and gooey and i dont know whats in it. do people actually think about what they eat each day? i know i don't, but now i'm thinking about my pudding. today my drivers ed teacher was talking about our systems. yes OUR systems, that means our body and our tubes in our body: like what goes in and what comes out. this is what he told us:

you eat something, munch it up into smaller pieces, it goes down your throat and into your tubes, well i guess it goes into your stomach? then the small intestines (i think) and thats where all the food is compressed and all the nutrients taken out and absorbed into our body and blood and stuff, then into the big intestine where it gets even more packed and squeezed empty of nutrients, then off into our exiting place...yes then its poop. POOP! thats just the food we eat thats gone through acids and squeezed empty of nutrients. BUT WAIT! i thought that poop had nutrients in it because people use poop for like planting and helping plants grow.

3 comments:

avery said...

ahaha jesss...
i want to see justin! theres a really cute kid at my school who KINDA looks like that..but better :)
also i would like to say that pudding is made of gelatin, the same stuff in jello, which has like horse/pig intestines/waste. not to gross you out or anything. have a nice day!

Blair said...

yeah i definitely know what you mean about like feeling like you don't have feelings. what kinda helps me is like thinking of a highlite and a lowlite of the day... idk why that helps but they're different every day so it adds some excitement at least? and HEY!!! WHY ARE YOU COMPLAINING! you get to see me everyday!!! :P jk jk. :)

anyway, yeah i agree with avery. my gut feeling tells me pudding is probably mostly gelatin (which sounds gross but sooo yummy) and sugar. but i'm not positive. i'm sure it's on wikipedia or something. :)

and thank you for that, um intense bio lesson.

anyway, AU REVOIR MON PETIT CHOUCHOU/ANANANANANANANANANANA/POMPLEMOUSSE
:)

Victoria said...

OMG! NICK JONAS?! that's intense stuff. i love him so i'm pretty sure i would love this kid you're talking about too :)

and yeah, feelings. i think i know what you're talking about.. like basically thinking you have no purpose in stuff and it feels like you're programmed to do those very things? i think i've felt that before.. but for me like not having feelings is because of all the other feelings i had prior to that, you know what i mean? lol, excuse me if i'm just rambling nonsense.

and LOL. you are so random and funny, jessfeng! and your drivers ed teacher told you about systems. that is so weird. hahahahaha. but yeah, pudding is pretty weird stuff. and EW! i do not agree with avery... pudding is def not pig intestines... i don't think...

and yepp, i hope you have a lovely thanksgiving!