forever

i've been at home for a good few weeks now - though it feels like forever. it has been just about a month since finals ended, can you believe that?! freshmen year definitely flew by quickly. i don't know how i feel about it all. i can still remember a few nights where i decided to pull an all-nighter...but i couldn't. and i still have yet to pull one. maybe even just for fun. i remember all the random sleepovers and midnight snacks. i remember being scared of the dark - especially walking home from stuvi after 11pm by myself. i remember playing bang, mafia, settlers, one frog, and many other fun games. i remember spending way too much money on eating out - and i still ran out of meals at the end of the year. i remember shopping trips, trips to the museum, and trips to see famous groups.

it was all a lot of fun and excitement. but now that i'm at home, i am bored out of my mind. all i want to do is find work. i guess being back home has been kind of dull. so many of my friends are traveling and others live in different states. i don't really want to go out and spend money because i have no money to spend. and the truth is, i don't want to grow up. once you grow up, you will be working all the time and you won't have time to spend with your friends. but i suppose you do have weekends. the grown up life seems so boring. i want to be forever young. how fun would that be? and i want a dog.